I believe schooling woes are a pretty good metaphor for life struggles.
I’m in college for the first time ever.
Due to a death in the family and all the drama and emotional pain that goes with that… I’m two days behind on work.
Basically, three chapters of reading and absorbing (and these are twenty-five-page chapters loaded with things to memorize), three chapters worth of workbook assignments, take fabulous notes, a two-part assignment, and read and absorb notes from the instructor. Due tonight.
I get done two chapters reading and absorbing and all the instructor’s notes. The assignment due isn’t on the third chapter, so I’ll read up on that tomorrow. It will be needed for future assignments but not tonight’s.
I’m doing good… Understand everything. Liking it. Great information. Do the assignment. Took epic notes.
….Go to do the workbook assignments…
The workbook asks questions based on what’s going to be on tests and future assignments.
I read the workbook questions… NO IDEA WHAT’S GOING ON. Not what I took notes on or remember. Stuff I will never use and don’t care about.
You remember those tests in math in high school where they taught you A+B=C squared and then the test asked you the diameter of an alien’s eyeball if the neighbor’s donkey is three-legged and Sally is twice the age of Kim Kardashian…??? you know, those tests….
THAT’S what I just got slammed with. At nine at night.
Assignments due Monday.
What the frickety-frick?!?!
I think it’s a pretty good metaphor for life.
We think we’re learning what we need to. We think we’re prepared for whatever life decides to throw at us.
Life smacks you upside the head with a Borderline Personality clown freshly escaped from a 51/50 with a brain made of cotton candy and a Glock down his belt.
I think what I’m taking from this is…
Life is about learning. Not getting straight “A”s, (which by the way, is a huge thing for me because I’ve always had straight “A”s).
Life is about discovery and new experiences. Finding options, possibilities, and avenues I never even thought possible.
Life is about letting the unimportant things go. Finding what the important things really are.
Failing my way into succeeding. Letting go of the fear of messing up.
Mistakes are going to happen.
“A person who never made a mistake never tried anything new.”
Drowning in homework is NOT the point.
Do I even see the sunshine in the morning? Feel the breeze on my skin? Enjoy the sound of morning birds? Feel the calm of the early morning stillness?
Do I enjoy the stories my family tells me? Instead of brushing them off or drowning them out so I can study…
Do I really see the beautiful family and friends in my life? My gorgeous, sweet, goofy baby bunny (dog) with his floofy ears and big brown eyes?
Do I hear the laughter of the kids outside? … Or am I too worked up in a frenzy about what I must get done? Must check off the to-do list. Am I rushing through life, not even noticing it?
Do I feel myself becoming someone worthwhile? Or do I score my days by the workload and time spent studying over the actual life lived and knowledge integrated into the living of it?
“Life is to be enjoyed, not just endured.”
Gordon B. Hinckley